Lessons Learned In My Life’s Journey..So Far

In this life's journey, we might encounter the "what and if's" questions of lives. One may ask if it is really worth living. The answer could be no to some, and definitely YES to others. Though, life has many wonderful things to offer, there is no way we could ever blame others for not wanting the life they live. Furthermore, asking one's purpose in living here on Earth is truly a big question. The answer for this would take a life-long struggle and forever journey. Because certainly one day is not enough to be able to define the true meaning of life and our purpose here on Earth.

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LIFE IS WONDERFUL…IN my life I learned not to be scared in risking something..Let me share this quote I got from one of my fave movies — The Prince and Me (2)……….”NOTHING IS WORTHWHILE IN LIFE UNLESS YOU TAKE RISK “. — Prince Edvard to Paige Morgan.

I may have doubts in my heart. It might not work. I may failed in the end. I’m not afraid of these things. Who knows the kind of happiness I will be getting on the risk I took. Anyways, this is my life. I am ready for the consequences of this. But I will never ever let myself suffer from NOT getting what I want in my life just because I was scared to take risk. Never will I deprive myself from the happiness I know I will only get from this. This is a new experience for me. Everything lies in my hands. Thanks God. Thanks to my family. Thanks Honey.
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I don’t care about what other people would tell about me. They don’t even know the real me. Gossips, Lies — these are the things they only know and keep them alive. So. Why would I believe in them?

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My mother is the best creature I’ve known in my life. Most understanding and loving mom in the world.

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As long as I got the person I love – the one who gives me strength and everything, I will never ever feel sad and lonely. I am happy coz I got my wafu honey. I love him so much!

Mother n Child

Mother:

give me that wonderful smile
make my world stop spinnin’ for awhile
look at me
talk to me in a language that only you and I understand.
touch me with those tiny little hands.
Make each of my day bright, today and tomorrow,
That is all I ask of you.

Child:

I’ll give you my beautiful smile
Make your world stop spinnin for a while
I’ll look at you
and talk to you in a language that only you and I understand.
I could only touch you with my two tiny little hands,
To let you know, how much I thank and love you,
I thank you for bringing me into this world,
The unconditional love and care you give me, and those sleepless nights
Hoping that I could make your day bright

My pregnancy Update

November 4, 2008 by Rhiz

As write this blog, I’m currently on my 6 and a half months of pregnant. One week more to go for my second trimester to end and start another stage of pregnancy — the third trimester.

The second trimester has been a great experience for me. It was when the time I realize my worth of being a real woman, realizing my worth to be able to give life. I am more concern of myself now that I should always feel okay everyday. Not that I am being self-centered, this is becuase I have to take care of my baby inside my womb, since my health is my baby’s health too. I want all the best for my child. Another reason I enjoyed my second trimester? I feel more beautiful now that I’m pregnant… cheers to good life… thanks to my husband whose telling me I am beautiful every single day! (…”this does not mean that I would always want to be pregnant… na’ah! lol…….”family planning of course, ayt husband? lol … )

Though there are inevitable circumstances that happened along the way, even on my second trimester. Of course there’s the occurence of nausea and vomiting, head ache, feeling of tiredness – all these things are but just normal to any pregnant woman. Thanks God, it was not like the experience I had when I was on my first trimester of pregnancy, which I can described as a rollercoaster which I never enjoyed and hasn’t given me any fun at all. geeeez!

Here comes third trimester….seven.. eight… nine months! time to share and spend beautiful moments with my baby Khyrztyn Chloe… yahoo! I’m excited…we are excited about this… =)

Khyrztyn Chloe

It took awhile for me to have time and be able to post this topic. ( super busy kasi taking care of my baby chloe…)

Sweet child of mine, she is sleeping.. ZZzzzz.. cute cute nya. hehe! My life is different now, she has really changed my life. From a happy go lucky girl, now a fulfilled mom to a cutie baby Khyrztyn Chloe and a wife to Jepoy, ever loving husband.

To summarize the nine months I was pregnant, ’twas a happy pregnancy I must say. The baby bump pictures, I had a lot of ‘em. One day, I would show them to my baby, so that her heart could feel how much she is taken cared of and loved while she is still in my womb.

I gave birth on the 1st of February, 2009. Though the expected delivery date is on the 11th of february as per the Ultrasound test result.

When I first heard my baby cry, I was so happy and thankful to the Lord for He has given me a healthy and beautiful baby girl. He answered all my prayers. With this, I can attest to everyone that God is really there for us. I am a living proof, it’s true that we just have to pray and He will listen.

Now that baby Chloe is here, we know that this is just the start of our journey to a happy life as one happy family.

Let me leave this to you. Create your own fairy tale, believe in it, make it happen for it will happen. It’s true! Now I’m holding my little princess. In the kingdom we made, I am the Queen forever in love with my King.

What’s in the name?

The moment we knew I was pregnant, not a single second pass that we thought of a unique and beautiful name for our baby. My husband and I were discussing about it everytime. choosing a suitable name for a baby is hard I must say. It can be compared to choosing one partner in life. There could be billions of man in the world, but only one could make your heart melt and give you that one true love. Like for choosing name for our baby, there are millions of name in the world but only the name “KHYRZTYN CHLOE” made us say, it’s the one!

Khyrztyn . . . Original spelling is “K.i.r.s.t.i.n“, which means Christ follower. My husband changed it to K.H.Y.R.Z.T.Y.N. to make it more unique.

Chloe . . . which means blooming.

A poem for my baby

October 23, 2008 by Rhiz

To My Khyrztyn Chloe

The moment, your Dad and I knew, we are havin’ you,
Our hearts was full of happiness…
Felt like we are so blessed,
Keep thanking God for giving us a bundle of joy, that is you.

Though, it’s uneasy, your pretty mom is here, I’ll surely will NOT succomb.
So baby, be safe and feel my love, as you you stay in my womb;
for soon you’re about to explore the world,
Daddy and I is here, to guide and prepare you for the beauty you’re about to behold.

My baby, We wanna give you everything…
All the love and happiness this world can bring,
We will be the best Mom and Dad,
To you baby Khyrztyn Chloe, whom we are about to have.

It’s a BABY GIRL!

October 18, 2008 by Rhiz

Husband and I are so happy for the ultrasound result……

My family and friends too….

so here……

I am proud to present to you,

my baby GIRL…

…her heart beats 141 beats per minute….

…in her 6 months in my womb…

WE LOVE YOU BABY GIRL….

Chinese Pregnancy Calendar says…..

October 16, 2008 by Rhiz

Saturday would be an exciting day for me! Can’t wait for that day to come. Countdown…two days more to go… I will be having an appointment with my O.B to determine my baby’s gender. Will it be a boy or a girl? That is, the BIG question.

A friend of mine introduced me to this Chinese Pregnancy Calendar. Well, it would not do any harm at all, if I try. Surprisingly, of all the surprises, this one was the most thing I liked. I am expected to deliver on february, 2009, by then, I am 23 years old. And Chinese Pregnancy Calendar says we are having a BABY BOY… yahoo! Hmm.. let’s see if this is true as this chart has been proven to be 93% accurate.

My mom was 22 years old when she had me (month of December), and it’s accurate to the Chinese Pregnancy Calendar, which says she is having a baby girl. My mom was 42 when she had my youngest baby brother three years ago (month of June), and it also matches to the calendar chart. This Chinese Pregnancy Calendar is also true to my husband’s mom, she was 18 years old when she had him (month of July).

Let us see if the result from the Chinese Pregnancy Calendar matches with the result of my ultrasound on Saturday. Exciting! whew!

The Chinese Calendar

The Chinese Pregnancy Calendar is based on legend, and has been used to predict whether an unborn child will be a boy or a girl. The chart was buried in a tomb near Beijing for 700 years. The original is in the Institute of Science in Beijing. All you need is the month in which the child was conceived, and the age of the mother at conception.

To use the Chinese pregnancy calendar, you will go down the column until you get to the age of the mother at the time of conception (it could be different if the mother has had a birthday since conceiving).

Then go across that row until you get to the month the baby was conceived. If the square is blue, it’s a boy! If the square is pink a girl is on the way!

This chinese birth chart (also known as chinese gender calendar, chinese birth calendar, chinese pregnancy calendar or chinese baby calendar) is used a lot evern today. Many people send their comments that this chinese birth chart proved very effective for them. This chart has been proven to be 93% accurate.

For more scientifically based information tailored to your cycle try our ovulation calculator and calendar that can help you plan the sex of your child based on your body’s cycle or take a look at answers to common pregnancy questions.

My pregnancy Update

September 18, 2008 by Rhiz

First trimester of my pregnancy is over. Glad I had surpassed that period. I can only describe it as rollercoaster moments in my pregnancy. It was really a not-so-good experience for me, the nausea and vomiting and morning sickness. Well, it was all normal. All pregnant woman had experienced that.

Now, I’m on my second trimester. So far so good. I am enjoying this stage. This is the most exciting part of my pregnancy. First because, I had heard my baby’s heartbeat when I had my O.B check up. It was the sweetest sound I ever heard, nothing compares. And I can feel him move inside my womb now. I can also feel the so called “quickening”. In the next weeks to come, it will be a hard kicks, they say .. ***wink***

What I am most excited about, is the next month to come. I will be having an ultrasound appointment with my O.B. to determine my baby’s gender. Will it be a boy or a girl? Some says it will be a boy, others would say it’s a girl. I’m so excited to know…

Persons I’m thankful for

Persons I’m thankful for:

I’m lucky I got Wonderful Persons in my Life. Through ups and downs of my life, through my happiest and saddest moments, I can count on them. So here, in return, I want to dedicate this portion of my blog to let them know how thankful I am to have them.

1. Jepoy. One truly good man. My husband, my best friend, my all. I can’t just say thank you to him coz no words can describe how deeply thankful I am to have him. For all the support, love, understanding and all the positive words I can think of. Jeff is my everything. I love him with all my heart.

2. Baby Angel. You have no name yet. Your daddy and I are so happy and excited to see you soon. CAn’t wait to hold and hug, my child. Surely, you will complete our lives. We love you. We will take care of you.

3. My parents – especially to Mama. I am so blessed to be your daughter. Thank you for all the support. Blaming me was not the best option right now, instead you accepted me with open arms. I love you as always, Mama. I promise, I will be like you to my child- Loving and understanding mother. Thank you for welcoming my husband too. I can’t just say thank you enough.

4. To my husband’s parents. Thank you for welcoming me to your family since day one. You were really great! I promise, I will take care and love your son until the end of time.

5. My brothers and sisters, I have not talked to you in person about this. But for sure, you know it already. I will still be your ATE. I love you all.

6. My husbands sisters. Thank you for accepting me as part of your family. Don’t worry, I will take care and love your one and only Kuya and of course your pamangkin.

7. My friends. College friends and officemates friendships. For supporting me, for all the advices, for making me smile always.

especially to Brattinella’s ever!.

-Sheki
-Elj
-Reyn

friends
-Mona
-Jhen Leron

college friends
-Lhen
-jenet Betito
-Marj

for the rest who are not mentioned. you know who you are already! thank you…

Grateful

June 12, 2008 by Rhiz

If you can remember my previous posts, I tackled about me getting married. Learning my situation, a friend told me, getting pregnant is not a reason to get married. Well his right, Ofcourse I want to. We are planning to get married. Its just that this wonderful gift came beforehand. Who am I to reject it? it’s the best blessing ever – Jeff and I are going to receive from Above.

while some are excited and happy for us, ofcourse some are not. There goes the saying, You can’t please everyone. Well, sorry. I will neither please you today nor tomorrow.

As long as we are happy. I don’t care about those people who are so narrow-minded. we are just so lucky that we are blessed with this. For sure my life is interesting than them… Cheers!

As of now, we are the most happiest couple on Earth, knowing that our parents are very supportive of us, “true” friends happy, and baby is coming! whew!

The Gift

June 11, 2008 by Rhiz

God is so good. We feel so blessed. It’s really true that the best thing in life happens when you least expect it. Although, we always wanted to have a baby, but we would have prefer to have it later. Now. this is it! Yes, we are so happy to accept this wonderful gift from Above. We are so happy to have this.

This will be a new life for me. new life for Jepoy and it will be a good new life for us. Mommy and Daddy to be. The journey to forever begins.

I will take care of you.. I will take of our baby… I love you both!

Jepoy Board Exam Passer!

May 23, 2008 by Rhiz

After all of the sleepless nights, stress, thousands of pamphlets and review materials to read and to comprehend and of course the expenses for review — everything was worth it. Jepoy passed the exam for the OPERATIONAL LEVEL WATCH KEEPING ENGINEER LICENSURE EXAMINATION. whew!

Congratz honey!i love you!
congratz hon for passing the marine engineer licensure exam. whew! board passer! galing naman. one take! da best. I love you!

below is the exact copy I got from
http://prcboardexamresultsph.blogspot.com/2008/05/may-2008-marine-engineer-officers.html

Lovin’ summer

May 21, 2008

Nothing beats the first time – I would always say. For the past four years of our relationship, we have never experienced swimming together. There were plans but it would always end up as a plan.

Been with family and friends, but still the feeling when you’re with your boyfriend is different. Different happiness, you’ll surely feel. I obviously enjoyed it!

we’ll definetely do it again.

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Backstreet Boys Fanatic ever…

My being a backstreet boys fanatic strikes again…Oh how I miss my boys. hahaha!

While I was browsing on the net, I saw their pictures. Still remember my elementary and high school days. I am really a big fan of them. I would even buy their huge pics and post ‘em in my room; borrowed cd’s and cassette tapes from my clasmates and play their songs over and over again…

I’ve had a lot of fave songs, fave song artists, fave boy bands but only one group remains in my heart – my boys – the backstreet boys. Coz ya know what? these boys won’t break my heart. bwahahaha! spell a.d.i.k! wait ..wait… tama na about that… di alam ni jepoy pinagsusulat ko..hahaha! baka ma check point ako.. L.A.G.O.T! ! ! nyahaha! anyway, okay lang yun… i’m just reminiscin’ the past. hehehe!

I used to be soooo Backstreet boys fanatic. Well, I really have to support my Ex. yah! For everyone out there who does not know my past yet. Yes. Nick Carter is my Ex… he is my Ex supah Idol… hahaha!

Though the original member Kevin Richardson left the group on June 23, 2006 to begin a family according to a report. The four boys remain to be unbreakable. Nick Carter, Howie Dorough, Brian Littrell and A.J. McLean are still rockin’ the chart and my h.e.a.r.t whew!

I’m quite busy right now with my fafa Jeff ever, so i’m no longer updated with them anymore. But once in a while I try to read news about ‘em, so I’ll be able to update myself with the latest buzz about ‘em.

Getting married SOON

April 21, 2008

I decided to write this official statement regarding this matter. Because not a single day have to pass not being asked by this question. In such a way that answering it, makes me feel like a broken disc, tama ba? sirang plaka in tagalog! nyahahaha!

Anyway….

Kelan daw ba kami magpapakasal ni boyfriend?

Getting married for me, is as easy as having a boyfriend or girlfriend in a day, or making friends with somebody in a second, for instance. Yes, it’s E.A.S.Y, hardest part is HOW to KEEP it! And KEEPING a marriage in a right track is like solving a puzzle. Wherein, all the pieces are given already, all you need to do is connect it properly. In marriage, these pieces are LOVE, RESPECT, FINANCIAL, EMOTIONAL, and SPIRITUAL STABILITY. Confused and can’t solve it? Then your LOST! But if you think that it’s over, worry NOT. Just like in any marriage, being LOST in the right track is normal. That is why couple have each other to help one another in making their marriage back into happy life again. Heard this in every wedding rites, ” for richer or for poorer; in sickness and in health, till death do us part”.

I mentioned earlier about LOVE, RESPECT, FINANCIAL, EMOTIONAL, and SPIRITUAL STABILITY, to name few of the BASIC requirements in getting married. Lack one and your marriage life will be at risk. Yes, we love each other, we feel that he is meant for me, and I am meant for him. With all my heart, I respect him. But thing is, LOVE is not just enough. I am not being materialistic here, believe me. I am speaking in behalf of my boyfriend coz we share the same thought. We are just being practical, after all, you can’t just say: “Honey, 12 o’clock na, kainin na natin ang Pagmamahal or Honey, pambayad natin ang pagmamahal sa MERALCO, can it be? Yes, me alone is earning a four digit every month. But it’s not enough specially with the kind of economy that we have? I am single, yet I still ran out of money. What more if I already have a kid? Heard my officemate mother, complaining about the financial problem which leads to a fight with his husband. Whoa! No I don’t wanna scare myself, I don’t wanna scare you. These are reality. Aside from that, we don’t have a house yet, that we can call our own, even if it’s just a simple one coz I do want to stay forever with my parents. I want them to stay with me — coz it’s a different thing.

In our case, I set a different requirements for him without of course compromising the BASIC requirements mentioned above. These are just extra thing. However, I will not talk about it here. If he had already accomplished those requirements, it will only mean one thing: KASALAN NA! nyahaha!

It’s not about having a perfect marriage life. Who would NOT want a perfect marriage anyway? However, there is NO such thing as perfect marriage and perfect couple. It’s a another long story to tackle.

I can sense what you’re thinkin’.No one one would ever believe want I’m talkin about. What do I know about marriage? I’m NOT married yet! geeeez. Bottom line is, try it to yourselves! Afterall, your marriage life is what you will make it. The answer still lies in your hands.

Whoa! I didn’t notice, I had already gone this long. I am trying to make this as short as possible. Well, You see? Talkin about marrige, getting married and how to keep the flame burning, would mean talking about it your wholelife long.

Going back to the question. Kelan daw ba kami magpapakasal ni boyfriend? My answer would be: We are getting married SOOn. Big question is, HOW SOON IS SOON? Only GOD knows, for GOD will set the best place and time for us, that’s for sure!

ECO PARK Experience

We had a great time…cool way to celebrate our LOVE…discover nature too! Happy 4 years and 7 months anniversarry Honey…Hope to have many many more anniversaries to celebrate with you! I LOVE YOU!

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what would be the standard of success?

Everyone of us has different point of view when it comes to success – how they are able to call an every encounter in life a success.

Success depends on person’s personality and his goal in life. Success for me is to live, laugh, learn things from the jourrney of my life and learn things out of my mistakes and to love and be loved in return.

Being a simple person, my standard for success would be simple also. To see the people around me happy, my family, friends and my love ones — that would be considered as my most successful moment. I see to it that everyday would be a successful one.

I would be a sucessful person If I would be able to get what I need – not to be popular; I don’t need fame. Not to be rich; it’s not that I don’t need money. It’s something within me. Respect and love from the people whom I love, is all I need. In addition, I would be successful if I have all the money and TIME for my family.

There is only one keyword for success. It would be LOVE. If there is love in our hearts, everything would be positive. Positivity would mean all the possibility — to become whatever who I want to be…to be successful by all means!

Let’s celebrate LOVE

Isn’t it cool if we celebrate Heart’s day everyday?

Popularly known as Valentine’s day. Puso day.. Heart’s day… Whatever! It only means one thing – celebration for love. Oh yeah love – the only thing in this world everybody is interrested of, makes everybody say Oh lala… hahaha!

When it comes to LOVE , everybody has something to say about it — be it bitter or sweet..

On Valentine’s day, it isn’t necessary to buy your partner an expensive gifts. What’s most important is to show your sincerest and honest love for your partner. After all, LOVE doesn’t cost a thing.

Come to think of it.. It’s cool to celebrate Valentine’s everyday. Love is there always.. Atleast, there’s peace and harmony on Earth.. Coz instead of making war, you’ll make love.. good isn’t it? Let’s make Earth a Heavenly one.

Yes! It is really cool to celebrate Valentine’s everyday. Opz.. don’t yah worry about gifts.. you need not to give an expensive gift everyday.. unless your rich. But like what I said LOVE don’t cost a thing. Just a simple smile, thank you, warmest hug and sweetest I love you is enough. Be sincere! That is the secret of it…

Happy Puso Everyone!

LOVE: DIFFERENT POINT OF VIEW

IF we will all live in doubts, there is no way we can experience the true happiness, the true meaning of LOVE.

A good friend of mine once asked me, “what if he’s not the one and you’re not meant to be?” Referring to me and my significant other — our relationship! Actually, I have been asked many times by exactly the same question. Way back in college, another good friend of mine confessed tome that she thought, Jeff and I will not survive the relationship,considering that he is in Manila having a training for seamanship and Iam still in my third year in college. I’m thankful to God that despite the distance, we have overcomed all the trials that came our way. We haveproved to them that distance isn’t a hindrance for pursuing the relationship. I am not saying that what Jeff and I have is a perfect relationship. Never did I claimed that.. never will I. Our relationship has its ups and downs, sometimes smooth sailing, we’ve been through a lot of storms, sometimes we’re on the rocks, like what other couples are experiencing. However with God’s help we are able to survive… to go on.. to realize that we need each other and we truly love each other.

Going back to the question of my good friend. “what if he’s not the one and were not meant to be?” I told her “e di not meant to be… I mean.. habang kami..habang love nya ako..habang love ko sya. I’m gonna give my all..After all, Love is taking a risk.

Yes. Love is a risk. As the saying goes, “To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.” I would rather risk and fail, than NOT to risk at all. Same thing as taking the risk and experienced to love and be loved or don’t risk anything at all and never experience being happy.

She told me. Yes I’m right but not too much. It is taking risk and everything but not like that. I told her “Pag puro ka what if’s wala mangyayari. I mean give everything you have,, give everything you can give coz you only have once in a lifetime to experience great love. Why would you hold back your feelings, is it just becuase your afraid to fail in the end? What if you are really meant to be? Are you gonna let your partner suffer because all you have in your heart is doubt? I guess the right words should be, give all the best in you… give all the best that you can give. I don’t want to regret in the end.

She told me that she does’nt want me to be hurt. That I am wrong. I should have leave something for myself. Coz what if we are not meant to be together in the end, she’s afraid I’m might just break down and think of not pursuing my life anymore.

For me, if ever we are not meant to be, I am not afraid of the consequences that might occur in the long run, coz I know God has planned good things for us.He knows that what Jeff and I feel for each other is genuine, so He will not just let bad things happen to us. We just leave everything up to Him for He knows everythig that’s best for us. If ever we fail.. atleast I will never regret everything for I know that once in my life I have been loved and has loved genuinely.

My friend told me she has been there already. She has given up everything. Thought it is forever, but the relationship had failed. Guess, it’s a case to case basis. We should have not generalize things. I dunno. Coz if this is what everybody would think of… what is now the true essence of LOVE if all you have is doubt? As long as I am happy, I will not worry that things would end up. Just cherish every moment -treasure every single second when you are together.

All I can say is thank you to my friend. Thank you for the wonderful conversation. Thank you for the good question. Thank you for opening up my mind. After we have talked, I realize… God is so good to me for He has never implanted any doubts in my heart when it comes to loving Jeff. I trust him a lot. I love him.

After reading these. In know what’s on your mind again. “LOVE na
naman? walang katapusang LOVE”. First thing, bakit ba? blog ko ‘to,
wlang pakialamanan. Besides, I don’t owe anybody an explanation why the hell I am so inlove with LOVE?

OH gosh… I will neither further explain nor make the discussion long
about why are people being so mean.. These lines goes for you .. MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!duh!

Rhiz calm down.

Atleast I’m not like other people, who’s playing the game of love…basta kami happy!

Jeff: As a Poet

These poems reminded me of the early stages in our relationship. So nice and so sweet! Ofcourse we are much sweeter today, and we love each other each day. Cute lang kasi, I discovered that Jeff has this talent of making me kilig to-death not only by his deeds but also by his words…

He gave the poem entitled “To Whom And Why?” when it was our first month being together – 1st monsari. It was written on a card.. so nice and so simple but the thoughts and the content of it is more than what a girl could expect from a boyfriend.

“Dreaming of You” poem was given to me when we had our 1st year anniversarry. As I write this, we are in our 4th year and 4 months already and c.o.u.n.t.i.n.g……….., but I still kept on reading his love letters, poems and sweet nothings, specially when I feel that the world hates and against me. I just think of him, read all the things he gave me, and I’m good again… wearing a smile and ready to face the world. You see? Jeff is a drug, I just can’t resist. . . puts me on a high! whew!~

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To Whom And Why?
by jeff-jeff

What lips my lips have kissed?
To whom and why?
No doubt I gave it to thee
I held thy hand and kissed it with full of respect;
A pinch of tears fall gently
Like tears from heaven.

The rain destined us to feel
the sweetest kiss;
The ghost of the night scared us to feel the warmest embrace;
The saints blessed us to
express our feelings.

My love for you reached the depth of my soul.
I love you as high as the heaven above;
I love you with full of respect and praise;
I love you with the smile and suffering of all my life.

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“Dreaming of You”
by jeff-jeff

Whenever I’m alone, I think and dream of you,,,
Dreaming that most of us often do!!!
Dreaming memories whether good or bad
Whenever I’m alone it’s all I ever had…

Dreaming of us in a romantic night,,
With a sweet music that seems so right
Then you kiss and hug me so tight,,,
That makes my tomorow very bright!!!,,,

Dreaming of sometimes I don’t know,,,
Wondering why it makes my eyes glow!!!
It makes my heart beats faster,,,
And makes me love you more than ever…

There was a time I’m afraid of dreaming
Coz I know we don’t know what tomorow may bring
But now that i have you I’m dreaming once more,,
Coz I know you’ll stay with me forevermore..

Imagine me without Jeff?

I cannot imagine myself living without this man. He makes me laugh, he makes me feel in love and he also makes me cry. For more than four years of being together, I must say that he is “the one”. We are not perfect couples- I mean, none of us are perfect naman talaga right? . . . hehehe! we never really know what will happen in the future- a lot of things will happen along the way , but we are praying that it would really be “us” forever. Imagine me without Jeff? –

I’ts an aquarium without fish, a moon without sky, a sea without seashore…and most of all.. ME WITHOUT LIFE! It would be be an empty world without him….

I love him so much that I am willing to give up everything for him.. just as him to me… He means the world to me. I just don’t know what to do without him in my life.

He is my every dream and fantasy… I don’t know just how my life would be if I can’t have him forever… he gives me every reason to survive, quiet corny to others but what can I do? it’s TRUE and that’s what we feel for each other…

A Love Story: Our Story

How could I ever forget our first acquiantance.. till the feelings bloom into a one-of-a-kind love story?

Remember that even when the world forgets everything, when everybody suffer from amnesia, I will never ever forget the one that makes our world go round — you and me, our story….

We’ve been through a lot of storm, we are weak, but we never give up… our LOVE keeps us holding on..till we see the sun shines again… Through the darkest and coldest night, we keep each other warm.. In this crazy world, we are each other’s peace of mind…

I know there’s a lot more things to happen… but as long as we have each other, we will conquer every obstacle that lies ahead of us. NO one can ever tell us to stop loving each other, they will NEVER win….

Proven and tested, our LOVE through GOD’s guidance binds us so tight that even distance and time cannot separate us.. Keep on holding on……

The Journey to forever continues……..